A Silent Soliloquy

“I found it very empowering and it has vastly improved my confidence around men, knowing that I can disable a man so easily at the very core of their sexuality,and that the source of their superior strength is also their geatest (sic) weakness.”

I stumbled upon this gem, and reading it, especially her comments, make me feel literally sick to my stomach. Her comments are so detached, matter-of-fact, calculated, and sadistic, it’s nauseating.

A fair amount of effort is required to rupture the organ, and digging a thumbnail into it as you squeeze helps split open the ball. When it does give, it doesn’t pop or burst open, but splits suddenly and turns partly inside-out. The inside seems to be made up of countless tiny tubes, and, while the outer layer of the gland is quite tough, this inside structure is fairly fragile, and “mushes” between your fingers quite readily.
Doesn’t sound very dramatic does it? Rather more dramatic I would think, is the guy’s reaction to you doing this to him!
Just can’t imagine what that would feel like!!!
By the way, If you do have to squeeze a testicle in anger, don’t expect the guy to pass out in seconds. It is the lack of oxygen to his brain caused by his inability to breathe that causes unconsciousness, and this can take 40 to 80 seconds so keep squeezing until yor (sic) hand hurts!

And

Whilst play-fighting with boyfriends, i’ve found that once you get a good grip on their testicles they immediately surrender, and will do absolutely anything you tell them to! I will admit that I find it tremendously empowering to hold a man in this way, to see the stupid expression on his face and hear him beg me to stop as I squeeze just a little bit too hard! 

And I can’t forget this one

Thirdly, the diaphragm is prevented from drawing air into the lungs. It is the the subsequent starvation of oxygen which causes the loss of consciousness after about 20 seconds. When the man is unconscious, the muscles relax, and breathing resumes. This is why, painful though it apparently is, a male doesn’t normally die from such an attack… but by concentrating her effort on just one organ she is then able to cause that debilitating pain. In fact it is possible, just, for girl of average strength to rupture a testicle in this manner. The subsequent pain would surely be awful. And if a girl did get one testicle in each hand and squeeze with all her strength………….

Yeah, she’s talking about keeping an “attacker”  conscious and his brain starved of oxygen for 2+ minutes to take advantage of an involuntary reflex to kill him. I put “attacker” in quotes, because she parades this as a self-defense thing, but if someone is attacking you, are you going to incapacitate him and then proceed to murder him while he’s incapacitated? One would think that the incapacitation would be enough to fulfill what should be your ultimate goal of getting away. I think any normal person would be reticent to call that level of overkill (I think the legal term is “excessive force,” but I feel like this just slightly overshoots “excessive”) “self-defense,” and rightly so.

If you think about it, a girl can put her whole weight into a downwards pull! I have looked into this, and doing this with a force of more than about 30 pounds will almost certainly detach the testicle from the spermatic cord that suspends it. This would also sever the blood supply, and would be absolutely agony! It would also kill the testicle, unless he got to a hospital and on an operating table within 30-40 minutes! So effectively, you’ve castrated him! Poetic justice!

Of course, if you had the stomach for it, it would take relatively little effort to keep pulling on the balls and snap the cords by which they are attached, thereby castrating him! Doubtless a devastating attack!

I’m just going to stop here. That’s so fucked up. I feel sick. I think the best response I read and closest to how I feel was this:

Denial is a very powerful force in a disturbed mind. No amount of rational debate will sway the attitude of an insecure and predatory individual. You, Kimuk1, take great delight in causing sexual trauma to the opposite sex. You are the very embodiment of the monster that you accuse the rapist of being. To cause pain and damage to the genitals of anyone is the very definition of a sexual predator. You talk endlessly about self-defense, but you are clearly sexually excited at the prospect of inflicting sexual pain on a male (editor’s note: yes, yes she is. It sounds like an extremely disturbed fantasy being advocated by an equally disturbed mind. The worst part? She’s gotten clearance from her university to start teaching classes on how to specifically cause massive damage to the testicles). Any first-year psychology student could view the picture you chose to represent yourself. Doing a quick overlook of your subject matter and it’s easy to conclude that the self-defense reasoning is the lesser of your interests. It merely masks your true nature. In all my 15 years total in defense training, I have never witnessed men talking and taking great pleasure (as you clearly do) in discussing ways to cause sexual torture to a woman. But that does say who and what you really are. If ANYONE in our class talked as you do, they would be removed from any further training immediately. … Self-defense is a serious matter, and not to be confused with your sick fetish. If two consenting adults want to play rough sexual games, then that’s their right. But getting your rocks of by sexually assaulting someone is a jail sentence, whether you are male OR female. Your fixation with a male’s one weak spot and showing so much bliss in systematically destroying it is repugnant to me.

Good god, there are a lot of fucked up people on this fucked up little rock.